I just want to be okay, today.

I miss it. I miss having someone I connect with all the time and I think my only issue is that I don't think I'll ever find as great of a friendship with anyone. Even my best, truest friends ... Lex, Shel and Ash. I won't find anyone like the one and only best friend I've ever had. It scares me to death, honestly. I guess I haven't moved on ... and I never will, even though I want to. Life goes on ...